lilorange107

im tired of people trying to dictate my life. Who are they to say when and where is right and how long it should take before you actually do? From the moment we both met eachother we knew it would be forever. and now were engaged. and im pregnant. which trust me im very happy. but we decided that instead of waiting for another year or so, since we want to get married anyway, that we wanted to get married before the babys born. but according to some people we're rushing.. i fail to see how. Rushing would be jumping into something out of no where. this is something we both wanted since we first met..have been waiting for.. also if i already said yes to his marriage proposal and my parents already approved it..then its something that already happened and this was obviously the next step..so once again how is this rushing? im tired of validating everything in my life. i am an adult not a child. I thoguht from the beginning most of us were told to follow our hearts.. so why is it that when i do there are people out there that seem to want to stop me from reaching my goal my dreams???

not really sure what to say. so many random unchangeable things. im not even sure where to begin. all i can say is that where i am now, i have never been so happy, but at the same time so scared that it will all be taken away...